are they backing sides of a coin? maybe they are lacking sides of the only coin...
do they meet on a crossroads from opposite paths
or do they share one journey, be it on opposite paths, be it the very same one
war is not that mindful but a matter of mind, matter it is
peace carries fortitude yet and ever to be reassured, inspirited
ideas and things share the same void
virtual per se
real de facto
but where do we put words? visions? images?
is there a where?
unnecessary questions...
infinitum is also where one conjoins a whole life hand in hand
moulding a huge circling circle on a narrow round platform
turning and turning to a point of dizziness
a point also where one lets go of his wings
decision is sometimes accepting and embracing your own panopticon
thus effacing its terrorizing effects and qualities
decision is sometimes listening to a goddess of rainbow
saying, trust your body, i do
decision is sometimes murmuring an awkward refrain on an immanent plane
and oddly recalling essay-like pieces in "war and peace"
decision is never a stable moment but an inspirited one
a coincidental void where nothing is missing
quietude per se
stroll around the envisioned granules
is that a labyrinth whose walls turn into a warm skin when you touch?
is that your hand on your cheek?
is your cheek the farthest your hand can travel?
2 comments:
Decision... Might it lead to delirium? Might it lead to delusion? Might it be an instant reaction? Might it evaporate instantly?
Decision... Plenty of us lack of it. Plenty of us build homes and hopes on top of it. Might it be an instant reaction? Might it evaporate instantly?
Decision... Can it teach how the hand should perform? How the heart should beat? How well the mind would suffer, then? The mind may suffer sometimes.
One little step backwards. That is all we need sometimes. To capture a broader scene. To behave unbiased. To act instead of respond.
it might and might not lead to delirium, it might be stemming from delirium; it might and might not lead to delusion, it might be stemming from delusion. instant reactions are not decisions, decisions do not evaporate instantly. (some decisions are taken after 3 years of accumulation)
when hand knows how to perform and this performance is constantly postponed and postponed for years, there occurs an inevitable and agonizing urge. same applies for the heart beats. but for the mind, i assume there is no end for suffering. the crucial point, just like in your words, is to suffer well, this for me means to handle your suffering. instead of avoiding it with numerous excuses.
backwards and forwards... well yes if path is linear... how about stopping? to capture a broader scene... or just slowing down a little...
i used to distinguish between negative and positive biases. but again, it has been years now that i've learned they wound the same. to be totally unbiased does not seem very plausible to me, but yes one can reduce it to a very tiny amount. be it a bias or an opinion in general, they are just translating what has been collected so far to one's own mind. these words do not set a stance by means of good and bad. instead, im trying to dig into that picture, (too). "to act instead of respond" yesss! yes! yes!
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