(p)rese(n)t

how i have uprooted a huge bunch of things

though i know this is both true and false

though i know this sounds so not me

though i know this sounds like a passage

it is not...

i do not know!

but i knocked, i did knock

i know i was heard

i know!

what was all that hesitation about?

this is not me, this is so not me...

is it you?

am i knocked out, knocked off now?

would this be a true jargon?

wish it wasn't... 

i have left the ship of trust 

it has been quite a while now

i don't know how to take care of

i don't know how to be taken care of

i even don't know if i wanna know

i used to feel

what is all this shit about knowing...

how i have uprooted a huge bunch of things...